Sunday, April 20, 2014

I got to do better..

I need to talk to my siblings more, my nieces and nephews, and also catch with aunts and uncles as well.. Tomorrow is never promised and I know that I need to reach our to the ones I love and tell them just that. My friends too. I just need to do better all together lol. I'm starting today.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


love. what is love?
love: is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. In philosophical context
love: is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion,

so if that is the definition then someone lied to me. lol. this bastard doesn't know what love is. i'm not sure of what it is either but i have an general idea. to love someone or something is to care. love is unconditional. so where does that leave us? hmmmm no where.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Day 1: Letter to My Best Friend

Dear Courtney,

I'm blessed to have met you. I believe I met you in 10th grade but if not it was 11th lol. We met in class and you sat right behind me in English. You were really nice to me and you seemed cool. Little did I know that, that was the beggining of a beautiful friendship. Through the years I've gotten to know you very well. I found out that you are a "Ride or Die" kind of girl. You have done a lot for me and I can't thank you enough for that. You've traveled all the way to my school just to deliver me my book because shipping it here would of been too expensive! It's the things like that, that makes me happy. I believe you were put in my life for a reason and I thank God everyday. I have yet to sign your yearbook by the way. Although we may argue all the time and agree to disagree on a lot of things I know in the end it is making out friendship stronger. I look forward to the day you are the maid of honor in my wedding. I love you and don't you ever forget that.

--Love your Best Friend


30 Day Letter Challenge

Write letters to..

Day 1 - Your Bestfriend

Day 2 - Your Crush

Day 3 - Your Parents

Day 4 - Your Sibling

Day 5 - Your Dreams

Day 6 - A stranger

Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend

Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like

Day 11 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 - The person who caused you the most pain

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from

Day 15 - The person you miss the most

Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country

Day 17 - Someone from your childhood

Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind (good or bad)

Day 20 - The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 - The last person you kissed

Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst times

Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 - Someone that changed your life

Day 29 - The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid

Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror


Cancer and Libra love compatibility

This pair operates on entirely different levels: Cancer wants love to be emotionally transcendent, Libra seeks perfect intellectual communion. It is difficult for the Libra to get on well with a Cancer's changeable temperament. The Cancer for his turn feels uncertainty and anxiety because of the Libra's attachment. The Libra is attracted by the Cancer's moods, but he/she prefers to avoid any troubles. Cancer will have to bring some excitement and glamour into the bedroom and their love making if he/she would capture and hold Libras attention, as he/she has a roving eye and will always be looking for greener pastures, sex being the important part of life to him/her that it is. But if Cancer turns critical, especially about Libra's extravagance, Libra will start looking elsewhere. The connection is possible. The marriage is almost unreal.

After reading this, it's now clear to me. "The marriage is almost unreal." If I would of read this 2 years ago I would probably be in a better place. I'm holding on to something thats not there so I'm moving on. "Slowly but surely." I never really looked too much into horoscopes but this really caught my eye and attention.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010


According to Webster dictionary a friend is:

1 a : one attached to another by affection or esteem
b : acquittance
a : one that is not hostileb : one that is of the same nation, party, or group
: one that favors or promotes something (as a charity)
: a favored companion
I had to put the definition down to emphasize my points. I've come to realize that the word FRIEND is a strong word. I've also realized that I've used it to describe certain people that just do not deserve the title. Webster would describe a friend as an acquittance but I disagree with that. I feel that an acquittance is someone that your are cordial with and when you see that person you speak to them.

A FRIEND doesn't:
  • lie to you
  • betray you
  • hurt you
  • or doubt you
There's this one person I once called a friend until that particular person let their true colors come out. I wish I would of had that information a long time ago but time tells all. (Or so they say) So for now on I'm going to be sure to be more careful with my words and not give someone the benefit of being called my FRIEND. So I hope everyone can get something from this and to be sure to be more careful in the future. Peace & Love.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

I'm Lazy?

I've come to the conclusion that I'm just really lazy when it comes to certain things. This is my first time updating my blog in a couple of months which is just really sad. I have a lot on my mind and I know how I am when it comes to expressing myself. I like to keep things in and deal with it when I need to but most of the time I don't do anything which is not good. I do enjoy writing on my own not having to write for a grade. I feel that this blog is a way of self expression for me and I've haven't been taking advantage of that. Maybe I'm not lazy. Maybe it's just time constraints. Maybe it's both actually. I don't know whatever it is I need to just make time, no excuses. I have a feeling that I'm going to be blogging a lot now :)